Wake up to reality

I haven't accomplished as much as I set out to accomplish in 2013. However, that is not to say 2013 was a failure because I refuse to believe it is. Rather, 2013 was a wake up call and now that I'm awake it's time for action.

Simply put...I'm still kind of dazed with the realization that everything I've ever wanted sort of fell apart (I'll give the details later). And since I've officially graduated from college the reality of becoming an adult dawned on me. It's time to grow up and figure things out--fast!

I'm a generation Y kid. I grew up with the message of: "You are special and unique...just like everyone else" and I don't know what to do with the smack hard realization that my fantasy ideals don't fit reality standards. I mean...what are you suppose to do when everything you've ever wanted turns out to be impossible for you. And then of course there's the question of: what is it that you really want? Do you really really want it? Do you deserve it? Is that you?


I guess I'm just ranting along but it is so important that I start writing today. So here's my end message: Time to wake up and figure things out. Most importantly, time to take action. Let 2014 be the year of action...let today be the start. With that note, I'm going to say good night because it is super important to me to get my health back in order and go on a routine.

So much love,
atypicalJaneDoe.